where has my crystal ball gone

[gary stenhouse]

at one time i would go unchalenged and normaly make the right decision where to go. yet lately i seem to be the poor relation when it comes to duration height and distance.

it has been so long since there was no decition to make, it was be at my house by 8.30 and where going flying, and when you get here i will tell you where. now its always down to wake up check ring around then make a decicion. this i think could be the problem the more i think the more i ask the more i am wrong. my first feeling my gut feeling should be the one to go with and stuff everyone else.

then you ask yourself why am i doing all this?

and some times been with freinds and otheres on the hill waiting for it all to kick off can be more about the flying experience than anything else.

yet yesterday i spent almost 2 hours in the air on a hill where most had only 5 minute hops, so i realy should be feeling on top of the world even if the wing was the reason, who knows.

then i look on the xc league and feel sowl destroyed as i know i worked 10 times harder to stay airbourne and ended up with nothing. but i guess this is what makes this sport so adictive.

not to worry the hunger is back and raring to go all i need is to recapture the crystal ball. mad dog has passed on his manick depessive talk and i am now going to misserable and hate otheres who fly higher and longer

so where did it all go wrong, it could of been the happy bus, so may be this is where the problem is.

so over and out all hale the happy bus